I won’t lie. There are days when you feel as though you want to quit! Quit Working, Quit Pressing, Quit Parenting, Quit Caring,QUIT! QUIT! QUIT! 🙂 Life will make you want to throw in the towel, particularly when you feel it isn’t fair…..Just saying. You’ve been persistent in giving of your time, energy, efforts.
You’ve done the best you can with what’s been placed into your hands, and still you don’t see the fruit of your labor. Keep working my friend. It takes a garden time to flourish. If you think about the process, it might encourage you.
I can’t imagine the amount of work farmer’s put into prepping their fields to harvest grains, or cotton. However I do know that there are at least three components and a waiting period before they get to see one grain of wheat, or cotton bulb.
There is also lots of scientific involvement i.e., the sun, rain, time of year. I say that to remind you of the process. Development takes time. So don’t be so hard on yourself. Relax. God sees your faithfulness, and he will reward you in due season. (Galatians 6:9) Keep pressing and know that his timing is perfect.